| [WIP] Ma Bling!!! |
[Mar. 4th, 2026|12:21 am] |
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| | My Den | ] |
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| |  blank | ] |
Here's a dumb sketch of a ferret dude because why not! Also, ibis paint jumpscare, lulz... I've finally got my Photoshop control panel, and it's fucking awesome; I'll take a picture tomorrow since I'm going to bed now! ‼(•'╻'• )꒳ᵒ꒳
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| Ah, So Silly!!! |
[Mar. 2nd, 2026|09:00 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | vent, yapping | ] |
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| | My Den | ] |
| [ | Mood |
| |  accomplished | ] |
I've finally got to about 4200+ words on my dissertation after like forever, and I'm quite proud of myself for locking in today! :D Right now, I'm making a bunch of icons for myself and watching Tales of Herding Gods since I'm bored; first icon turned out meh but the second one I'm currently on is actually goated!!! I'll upload it as soon as I'm done, hehe!!! <3 Last week, I rambled to one of my mates about duskwalker (an edgy vampire demon race I invented; DON'T STEAL!!!) lore and like the overall worldbuilding surrounding my characters n' shit... I sounded insane ngl, lmao. I updated my site with some random bits here and there, just so I don't make it seem like I've abandoned it -______-
In more serious news, it seems like every pharmacy in my area are out of stock of EpiPens; WHICH IS CRAZY!!! I've been waiting for this refill for over two years now, and I feel like I've barely made any progress... Like this shit's vital since I have a pretty bad nut allergy and can't take any risks! >:[ Healthcare in this country is heading downhill for real, people!!!
That's all! Bye! |
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| Crosstalk + Other Bullshitz |
[Feb. 15th, 2026|07:35 pm] |
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| |  good | ] |
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| | My Den | ] |
Finally got CrossTalk (mine is B1zette_Official@proton.me) and it's pretty good so far! It was a bit of a pain to install WLM 2009 under Windows 11 for some reason but whatever... Saw my parents today and picked up a few things from home, including my cousin's present; she got me a cute notebook and highlighters! ^_^ I have nothing to say tbh... |
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| reminiscing on my old art :'] |
[Feb. 10th, 2026|07:22 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | art, yapping | ] |
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| | accomplished | ] |
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| | My Den | ] |
Guess who's had a really productive day? ME! I attended an online lesson (which I slept through near the end, oops), had a nap, cleaned my bedroom, had a shower and started my homework - I'm basically trying to sort out whatever's pending before the big day tomorrow. I was just randomly thinking about how I used to draw anthros all that time ago: those huge ass foreheads, tiny muzzles and winx club tier anatomy (you could tell that I wanted to draw like a certain someone *cough*), lmao! I somewhat miss it... it was kinda my peak; art style wise. Likewise, I still have my favourite pieces, of course (1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7) ;3 Looking back through my dA career, there were moments I wished could have ended differently and art I wished was better, but you can't change the past; everyone knows that. No matter what, I'll stay good-natured despite it all!
Big thanks to ![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png) kuonakuonarevolution for the fun conversation over MSN last night; that song you sent me was sweet! Also, the best match of tic-tac-toe EVAR!!! <3
I can't believe I'm gonna be 21 tomorrow... 0______o Wish my sister was here to celebrate tho, I miss her so fucking bad!!! Why did things have to go the way they did? :[ At least my friends will be there with me! :] |
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| Anyone got a zdiskuss code? |
[Feb. 4th, 2026|09:28 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | vent, yapping | ] |
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| |  pissed off | ] |
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| | My Den | ] |
After reading that sad excuse for a newsletter from the CEO; I think it's time I part ways from dA ngl... Imagine choosing robotic sludge over actual artists and the environment; and still doubling down after several years despite pushback!? Pathetic! This is what happens when you make money your god, kids. Instead of dealing with moderation and the site's wellbeing (you know, stop the bleeding, right?), you just decided to ignore the massive elephant in the room because of the investors? GOD, what a fucking waste! Holy shit, just sell the fucking site already, WIX!!! This shit's embarrassing, LMFAO... Zdiskuss here I come :P
Anyway, did loads of work today and made some good process! I've noticed whenever a post an entry; I never talk about my personal life (university crap doesn't count >_____<) besides art and internet shit... I wonder why? Might get tacos or Maccies (McDonald's lulz) tomorrow after class, who know? :3 I need to listen to more music waaaaaaaaa :/
Well, I'm off to play Angels Online, and then get some needed ZZZs... Goodnight! ꒰՞◌• ༝ •◌꒱♡ |
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| New Icon + Back to Skool |
[Feb. 2nd, 2026|10:02 pm] |
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| |  exhausted | ] |
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| | My Den | ] |
Made my first ever pixel icon today, it's Afro Ken of San-X ^^; ain't he adorable? I made the little fella in Paint Shop Pro X :] In more serious news, I'm back at uni, and I'm already tired as fuck even tho I had one lesson today (it was a recap lesson btw), lulz. At least, I bought myself these hella tasty noodles and dim sum after it and had the best lunch (& nap) ever!!! I might have to go on hiatus for a bit since school and shit... booo :-/ |
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| Noticing hmmmmm |
[Jan. 30th, 2026|04:50 am] |
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| | My Parents' Shithole | ] |
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| |  annoyed | ] |
Is it just me or has there been a mass increase of people using old glamfur art as icons and pfps (hate that term btw)? I swear I've seen it on Twitter, Instagram, Pinterest and Toyhouse; and I just think it's kinda fucking gross!!! Don't get me wrong, it's also moe girl and old school fandom art too. These people's art aren't stock images/aesthetikz1!1! and neither are their characters - they meant something to these kids back then... the same way our art/characters does to us now! These are the same people who shit themselves if God forbid someone has a similar looking character or art style to them; so how come this is a-okay if the artists affected aren't active online anymore? Show some fucking respect to those who came before you during a much different internet, dipshits! What if I used your art as an icon without your consent or knowledge; would you like that? You have no excuse!!! >:[ |
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| Go Watch Jojo Rabbit! |
[Jan. 30th, 2026|03:30 am] |
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| | My Parents' Shithole | ] |
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| | grateful | ] |
Finally got time to watch the rest of the movie and I definitely didn't regret it! It's a wonderful, heartwarming and sad-at-times film (it made me cry near the end so bad :-[) and I believe it does more justice to its serious subject than other films. The whole cast did an excellent job and no one felt out of place; the actresses playing Elsa and Rosie are just fantastic! Of Course, the kid playing Jojo did a super job and was mega funny too! ^^ Don't know why it took me years to see this one tho? I think I waited till the hype surrounding it died down... maybe a bit too long, lulz! (；´∀｀)
It's a 10/10 from me!!! Highly recommend!!! |
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| I did it but... What now? |
[Jan. 26th, 2026|08:52 pm] |
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| |  bored | ] |
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| | Yuzo Koshiro - Brave New World | ] |
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| | My Parents' Shithole | ] |
Evening, homefryz! I'm super bored as hell, and have nothing better to do after submitting my animation production logbook for class. I'm glad it's over, but I'm boredddddddddddd!!!! My final grade better be worth all that pointless waffling and dull sleepless nights. I need to yap at someone ASAP, or I'm going to explode! I would talk with my Mum; but she's busy talking with my aunts on the phone at the moment. My escargot is xt0rmentedxx@escargot.chat (I'm active UK time btw) and my e-mail is B1zette_Official@proton.me; please just send whatever (rants, memes, MP3s, game ROMs, cute animals, etc) at this rate... I'm so bored and need a good chuckle.
Likewise, I've been thinking about Daichi for the last few days, and I don't know why? Despite his looks, he's actually younger than Chisa by like three years and embraces it with 100% pride - he's the first person to defend her no matter the situation, and highly looks up to her. He's always happy to stop what he's doing to help Mixtape with anything he needs whenever, and Daichi weirdly enough loves the company of others despite being an undead entity. I NEED to draw Chisa's, Daichi's, Seth's, Twoface's, and Madame's nightmare/demon forms so baddddd!!! I want my own anime!!!! *Pout lips*
I really want to replay the Project X Zone series of games and Klonoa (my beloved cabbit <3), but I left my game controller for my laptop at my flat, FUCK! >:[ |
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| Hair Day! |
[Jan. 24th, 2026|01:31 pm] |
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| | My Parents' Shithole | ] |
Hi! Currently, just waiting for my mum to come back so she can take me to get my braids done at her friend's house, lulz. I'm pretty bored, but I've been watching Jojo Rabbit and drawing, so whatever… Been working on that massive CG little by little, but I've finally got to Chisa after finishing Yuka and Junko! I don't know what outfit I'll put her in, tho? Blah blah homework blah blah... Here's a WIP I guess cuz I have nothing better to say atm... I miss my flat and I want a cookie so bad :3
Can't believe my birthday coming up soon... scary! I'm getting olddddddddddd!!!! :[ Random, but I have an extremely unpopular MMO opinion: I love the media surrounding Ragnarök Online, but I find the actual game fucking boring. Before the pitchforks come out, let me cook. I adore the aesthetic, the anime, the DS game, the merch, the animated promo videos, and the original manhwa (obviously). But the main game itself? To me, it’s just grind-based, microtransaction-flavoured torture. Like, WTF do you mean there’s no central questline and no map teleportation?! I’ve signed up for five different private servers for this fuck-ass game, and not one of them has managed to sell me on Ragnarök. Not. One. Sorry, boss, but it's team MapleStory for me! x___x
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| I've got that Maplestory bug, yo!!! :D |
[Jan. 20th, 2026|09:36 pm] |
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| |  crazy | ] |
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| | My Parents' Shithole | ] |
Haiiiiii!!! I've barely had any time to post here, but let me just tell you that I've been obsessed with all things Maplestory recently! It's kinda scary! I've been logging in to MapleLegends (awesome private server btw; recently just donated to them) basically everyday now and just been busy grinding and chatting with folks. :] Also, I've been playing an English fan translation of Maplestory DS; which is crazy hard but really rewarding and stunning to look at! I'm thinking of making a shine dedicated to MS for my site too... YAYYYYY!!! I really want to draw my in-game character real bad, but I can't think of any ideas. Hit me up on MapleLengends if you play and need some company; my in-game name is Bizette (duhhh) and I mostly hang out in CH.1! :3
In other news, dA is turning into absolute shit and the mods don't care because those mfs be greedy. Just had two different scammers attempt to either hijack my account or whatever. Can you say b-b-BLOCKED? :/ Got these funky laptop keyboard stickers yesterday and they're so cool. I also went to ASDA today to pick up my pills and got myself some sushi and bubble tea, as well as this really neat Pochacco keyring and a Sylvanian Families figure, I'll prob post photos later tho. ;] Spent like half the day watching Chiikawa because those lil' critters are so precious! |
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| Let's get goofy! |
[Jan. 11th, 2026|05:44 pm] |
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| |  silly | ] |
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| | My Parents' Shithole | ] |
What's up, party people!? How we doing today on this freezing evening? I'm writing my dissertation draft and watching YouTube right now; and was thinking about stuffs. What type of art do you want to see from me this year, and more importantly, which characters should I draw or even should I do a group picture? I'm currently working on this headshot of Junko V2 right now, which I'll hopefully finish soon, but after that, I'm out of ideas... I also really want to update my site more and write more stories too! Sadly, that will have to wait until I've completed my coursework for class *sigh* :[
One last thing before I go, but I have a massive folder of art tutorials, and I was wondering if y'all would like me to upload a zip of them?
Okay! I'm done! ヾ(＾ ∇ ＾). |
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| Silence |
[Jan. 5th, 2026|01:23 am] |
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| | My Parents' Shithole | ] |
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| | drained | ] |
I feel so empty, tired, and alone. I just want to be happy but I feel nothing atm. I hate my own art and my own body. I'm lazy, talentless and stupid. I can't even enjoy watching shows or youtube anymore. I just want to make it stop and nuke everything... My family, friends and characters don't deserve someone like me who can't do them justice... *sigh* |
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| Happy new years! + Desktop Screenie |
[Jan. 1st, 2026|11:27 pm] |
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| | My Parents' Shithole | ] |
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| | busy | ] |
Happy 2026, everyone! How was everyone's winter break? Did y'all do anything fun? What did you get this year? I have nothing much to talk about right now; so here's what my desktop currently looks like! GOD, I love WindowBlinds so much!!! Many thanks to Nikki for the adorable group new year pic - everyone's sonas look so fricking cute!!! I'm so happyyyyyyyyyy!!!! (っ´ω`c)♡
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| IT'S JOLLY SEASONNNNN!!!! |
[Dec. 19th, 2025|08:57 pm] |
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| | My Den | ] |
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| | happy | ] |
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| | April's Love Affair - Beautiful Things Are Better Left Dead | ] |
Merry Crisis, frens! How are we doing this festive season? Right now, I'm busy doing my animation group project homework whilst waiting for the clothes to dry. Today's been super laid backed, strangely enough - I didn't really do much other than lay in bed and do homework. I'm heading to my parents' place tomorrow for the holidays, since we've already ended the semester, lulz. I've been mostly just been listening to music, watching cartoons/youtube, and playing with my punirunes handheld pet during my free time recently tbh. I've also updated my website a bit and finally finished that drawing of Mixtape this week too (which I uploaded to toyhouse btw hehe ^^). Ummm go listen to Deadstar Assembly, A Perfect Circle and April's Love Affair; they're all so fucking epic!!!
That reminds me... New Year's resolutions!!! What are you guys' ones? Mine are: practice art fundamentals, listen to even more insane music, learn to make my own kandi and go to raves, learn to talk to new people and voice my feelings more, watch (& finish) more anime o___O, purchase my first commission and open up my own commissions + make more adoptables, write and publish character details and lore for y'all's reading pleasure, go out and exercise more, practice my animation skills, eat healthily, and read more books! Damnnnn that's a lot! (°ー°〃)
I think that's everything I wanted to say at the moment, so I'll be off to go pick up my clothes from the dryers... Ciao!!! (˶ᵔᗜᵔ˶)ﾉﾞ |
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| KANDIIIIIIII ^_^ |
[Dec. 5th, 2025|02:13 pm] |
Hi pookies! How are we doing today? Just got my new bracelets in the mail, and I'm so fricking happy about how adorable they are! I have another one coming on Monday; so I'll have a complete set, woohoo!!! :D My week's been stressful but decent for the most part, and I've just uploaded a new adopt to make some money too since I need to do some Christmas shopping. I've started replaying Neopets again since I remembered that my account still exists, kek! I've also started reading Freak Show by James St James, and I'm loving it!!! Billy is hilarious and relatable! :) I'll leave a sweet pic for ya, since I have nothing else to say, lulz >ܫ<: |
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| Life is weird ngl... |
[Nov. 19th, 2025|01:53 am] |
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| | My Den | ] |
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| | Static-X - Otsego Amigo | ] |
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| |  awake | ] |
Hi friends! How are we doing this week? I'm feeling quite tired and conflicted at the moment since I've been nothing but packed with class work and stuff for my group's animation project; basically having no time for personal art minus like doing sketches but I'm doing okay I guess :/ I've been thinking of nuking my dA and Side7 to move to Pinterest (I already have one but I ain't making it know here hmm) and Instagram and starting my art journey all over again since I been experimenting privately recently and been reflecting on my art heh. Everyone around me both IRL and online are so talented compared to my ass lmao and sometimes I feel a bit bad even daring to post sometimes... I just want to be liked ;____; *sigh* The sketches I'm working in question are: A random full-body of Mixtape which I plan to turn into a CG all done in Ibis Paint maybe(?), that gloomdog I drew not too long ago, and a pic of Grimslut/Daichi and Chisa hanging out which I'm not really a fan of but whatever. I was thinking about how outside of uni stuff and like IRL shit, the only thing that keeps me going are my friends, my OCs and random daydreaming about the most strange shit my teeny skull has ever cooked up - I'm a really shy person both here and in the real world, and I get scared sometimes about being too weird but we ball I guess... I love my friends and those who support me so much! Thanks for the kind messages and comments I've received everywhere! I also love my big sister Theresa and I hope she's doing well wherever she is atm! I wish I could give you all fanart and gifts and stuff but I'm just one autisic silly billy with a computer... Thank you so much, pookies! :']
In other news, I got extra premium for the journal since it was ending soon and you know what that means; MOAR ICONS AND IMAGE HOSTING YAYYYYY<3!!! Did you guys hear about Cloudflare being down for like most the day; I straight up couldn't access so many websites because of this kek? I might be hanging out with my Mum tomorrow; which is great because I get to go touch grass and have free lunch lmao!!! :D
Anyways, bye! Soz 4 the yap! ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᗜ ᵔ˶꒱ა |
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| [WIP] Tell Me a Story, Mama... |
[Nov. 6th, 2025|02:16 am] |
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| | optimistic | ] |
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| | My Den | ] |
Currently also making a huge reference sheet for Lullaby too because she's ma dearest babe weeeeee ૮꒰ྀི∩´ ᵕ `∩꒱ྀིა Here's a sneak peek whilst you wait. Psssp I made the background too!!! ^^:
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| DEATHHHHHHHHHHHH YEAhhhhhh + Journal Reboot |
[Nov. 4th, 2025|10:41 pm] |
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| [ | Music |
| | Static-X - Just In Case | ] |
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| | bored | ] |
| [ | Location |
| | My Den | ] |
I'm bored, can't you tell, lmao? Here's a random wolf dude I'm working on because screw doing homework like a normal kid aaaAAAAAAA >:P I told ya I could draw sparkledogs and feral peepz... Ha! IDK what to do with him atm because brain fog alert; I'm thinking of naming them Kult or Cultist cuz I'm edgy like that I guess. Currently, downloading sum Otep on Soulseek because they're so brutal and insane. On the topic of Soulseek, some loser just banned me from his files for no reason right now, and I'm pissed cuz I have like 59+ folders of music happily available to be downloaded by anyone, and I mean anyone - I'm no fucking leech thank you very much, Mr. asshole!!!! >:-/
Also, BTW, I'll be deleting my previous journal entries because I want to do an overall hard reset and make my lovely lil' journal more presentable and organized and less mega random (and cringe)... sorry. No offence, I'm just picky like that to be honest, homefrys. I might buy some more icon space since I've already used up my 150 slots o____O!!! I love y'all, see ya! ૮꒰˵>⩊<˵꒱ა
Da wolfie in question:
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bouncy